Just an update on my crazy life and my crazy crushes! :)

So today guess who I met? My precious, beautiful, and absolutely PERFECT newborn baby boy cousin. As some peoples lifes end, others begin! He has beautiful big eyes and a perfect nose. AND im not using my crutches anymore. I wobble a bit when I walk, but Im doing really good. :) Now the moment we've probably all been waiting for... my love life. So Im almost fourteen and havent even had my first boyfriend yet. Thats rare. I have the BIGGEST crush on this guy. Im to scared to say his name even though I seriously doubt anyone from my school reads this. But anyway hes super sweet and nice and caring and amazing. BUT he (of course) has a girlfriend. No I dont blame him for liking her because shes gorgeous and funny. Now the thing that sucks is I caught her seriously flirting with another guy. They got really "Touchy-feely" and stuff. It just sucks to see the guy you like be with a girl who seemingly doesnt even care about him. But then again... life can be terrible, rude, mean and all those other things we talked about last time.

Life :)

Wow its been a long time. Im really bad at keeping this posted. Its been so long Ive already gone to California, Fallen down the stairs, tore ligements, oh and yea my friend died. You know what I realized about life? Its great, fantastic, laughing, beautiful, daydreaming, loving, dreaming, hoping, wishing, gorgeous. But it also terrifying, brutal, rude, mean, unfair, crushing, screaming, fighting, hating, losing. Some days are so much better than others. Its like a book or a roller coaster. You twist, you turn, you find yourself falling unexpectedly. Sometimes a new chapter comes when you dont even realize its near, and other times you scream at life. But its always there. Its always fun and always a crazy ride. So even when the hardest things go down, keep moving forward. My friends name was allyson and everyone called her Ally. She was the sweetest person in the world. One day she told me she wanted help to plan her birthday party. I wish I kept that conversation going for hours because that was the last one we had. The next day she went on a drive with her dad and four year old brother. Her dad got upset with her mom and her and took a turn. A to sharp one. The car flipped and everyone in the car had a seat belt on except one. She flipped around the car, cut open her stomach and fell out the driverside window. She was in a coma for 3 days. And during those days I was hoping, wishing, and dreaming about seeing her the next minute. But it never happened. This is what I mean by how life can be completely unfair and terrible and horrible, brutal, mean. But the times we had together were full of laaughterlove, and beauty. They were fun, happy moments I will never EVER forget. Keep moving forward and laughing and loving. Because one day those moments could be the moments that you remember someone by. Or the moments you die happy knowing theyre remembered. Happy late birthday beautiful. <3

Im BACK!!! :D

wohoo!!! Im back! NOT. Im so sad I had to once again leave one of the only places I can love and let go. Ok so the pictures indicate a good time. I had that to!!! One of the days I was in the lake, I noticed the clouds. They were as dark as night and the booming of a loud thunder made me and my friends shiver. I wasnt the first one with the idea to go back in instead of stay out. The only issue was, we had absolutely no control of this boat!! It was a row boat so not one of us knew how to drive the thing. Out of nowhere we noticed my friends brother out in the lake to. Our screaming was caught by him. But did they help? No. So we were stuck. Floating about in the middle of a LAKE when there was lighting in the sky. I turned to my friend and then noticed that her brother was moving his boat towards us. "Finally" I thought," I guess we wont die after all!" My thoughts came to a screeching hault when hunter ( my friends brother) and Payton ( his friend with him) started baiting there fishing poles. "ARE YOU INSANE!!!" all the girls yelled. "No, its not even raining" Only about one second after those words came out of his mouth, rain started to lightly fall, the water was disturbed, and fish jumped out of their home seeking a tasty meal. Hunter turned then said " Its drizzling."
     The thing was, I'd been coming to Hawley Lake my whole life! I knew that place like the back of my hand. Once it started to drizzle, it was only minutes before huge drops of rain came tumbling down from those clouds. " Lets go in you guys" Maddi said. I solemnly agreed so we pushed the boys to take us in. Hunter just heald the rope connecting our two boats over the water and said, " Let us fish." We quickly agreed in horror that if he did do it. We'd be stranded. The rain came to a stop. This was totally our que. " Come on you guys. Its now or in pouring rain. The boys just kept on fishing unaare of the following events. Thunder roared and down came the rain. Faster it went and harder it came as we rushed in at a very slow speed. As they say boys will be boys. I think boys are just stupid. So the two dummies decided to drop us off at the total wrong spot. When maddi stepped out, her feet sunk in the mud all the way down to her knees.

     By the time I got back to camp I was dripping wet. But, I LOVE CAMPING!! If your new to my blog, follow me!! If you arent... well thanks!

Daily?!

Ok Ok, so maybe I haven't been on here DAILY!! haha well Im trying my best! I went tubing on Friday and if anyone has ever gone, you would know tying together may be a big YES on what to do number one! Well, that didnt happen. Me and 2 other friends got stuck seperated from the group at one point. We ended up veering off to the side with bushes and trees. One branch on a tree was to low for us to have any concious to push it up. Both me and my friend went back so we wouldnt hit the branch. It was to much weight and the tuibe flipped over! My friend grabbed my arm before I went into the rapids. We lost a tube. It was scary and fun all together. So that was my tubing experience! Back to now. Today we started double checking the packing for camping! IM SO EXCITED!!!! we go every year, so the pictures posted are from following years. Anywho I can't wait! I will be gone for 7 days, so the posting of this during that time is little to none :( . Tomorrow will be my last post before we go! If you are a follower, thanks for following me! And if you are just browsing my blog... FOLLOW MEEEE :D!!! good night everybody!

Myth Buster :)

So today, i went outside and burnt my feet on the sidewalk! I didnt care at first and thought nothing of it until I walked inside and my mom said, " Want eggs for breakfast?". I know typical perfect story line. Anyway, I decided to be a myth buster and see if I could cook an egg on the sidewalk. I brought out soap and washed off the place were I was going to cook it. Then I brought out the egg, a spatula, plate, cheese, salt, and pepper. Yup, I was completely prepared for a tastey meal. I waited until the cold wetness turned into hot dryness, then cracked open the egg. I was so excited and prepared only to watch it sit there and keep the raw egg it is. Oh well, at least I broke a myth. In case anone was wondering by the way, Henny the Penny is doing much better. We fed her today and made her drink. Her legs are still paralyzed though. :( I got to go time for bed! Thanks for following me and everyone have a safe and fun night :)